Liling's ROM is 5days away. I don't know if I should still wear that dress for that day. Maybe a little too much.
Yesterday afternoon, Siyi and I went hunting for her wedding gift. We had plenty of ideas to choose from. Photo frame, an ornament, photo album, box of chocolates, champagne, 'naughty stuff'....In the end, I came up with a brilliant idea. A hamper filled with all of those stuff. That's kinda easy.
Found the perfect photo frame, 'naughty stuff' and gift card. Now it is up to Siyi and ZiXiu to find the champagne, chocolates and ornament. So excited!
The night before, I met Simon up after my dance rehearsal. Hang out at his customer's studio. Thank god it was just nearby Great World City. As I watched him downloading songs to iTunes, I just wanna laugh out loud! Never did I knew he is into RnB music! Downloading songs from Destiny's Child, Enrique Iglesias, Good Charlotte, Danity Kane, A.Keys, Evernescense.....Oh My God...! Hahaha! Then I got bored watching him play games that my sis loves to play, BeJeweled. Yawn.....He knew I was bored but I denied. Heh... Even offered me to play it. I declined. I hate playing computer games because I don't wanna get too hooked on it. I was there till 2am! Hah!
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11:00 p.m.
If you guys are into breakdancing, check out my friend's crew, BREAKFORCE CREW video in their blog. It's pretty cool. I got the link just below. Just click on it yeah. Oh, and if you wanna check out more of them, they will be appearing on Suria channel tomorrow at 8.30pm.
PEACE
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01:15 p.m.
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10:00 p.m.
Change of plans....Gwen and Angela cancelled our date to club.
So, I just go ahead with dinner and shopping with Sherlin. Somehow, Sherlin starts to get tired. She head home first. I, myself on the other hand, don't wanna waste my night out.
I sms Simon to go for a drink. He suggest his friend's bar. It's just 15 minutes walk from Bugis MRT. Kinda easy to find Jln Klapa....
The bar is called THE WRENCH SALOON. You guys can check it out. A very laidback place to chill with house pours of Fosters beer, play pool, and enjoy the ROCK music. Usually it's the Harley Davison lads that hang around there. It ain't so bad....
Best part is, Simon gave me something that make me go flying over the moon... ;)
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11:23 p.m.
Tonight, I'm gonna party with Gwen, Angela and friends. It's Ladies Night at 1NiteStand. The girls just wanna let their hair down, while I, just prefer to drink. But before that, I'm going to meet Sherlin for dinner. Wonder what's for dinner tonight....
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03:07 p.m.
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03:07 p.m.
I read something from Sara's blog that really got me.
"Being a twenty-something...
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at wat ur studyin or ur job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone! but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you're doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you are scared just to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.."
Isn't it so true? That is exactly what I have been going through for the past few months. Yesterday, my colleague thought that I haven't been myself. She asked me if I have any problems. (Sigh...I hate telling people about my very personal problems)
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09:01 p.m.
Last night, went out to Marina after work with Liling and Zi Xiu. We wanted to get a present for Siyi's birthday tomorrow. Clever Zi Xiu, get two other girls closer to Siyi, to chip in to her present. Got her a nice white denim blazer from Fox, a handbag from Charles & Keith, and a matching brooch and earring from this accessories store called DIVA. Ok, I am so boring to dscribed every single unimportant details. Duh! Marina ain't so bad... Only, we did not have much time to explore every corner. Liling got tired and Zi Xiu, well...just dying to get her ice-cream. Sigh...
Work was indeed such a bore. Not having customers is one thing, another, I'm just sick and tired of working in a low commission sales job... A 9-5 job seems great. But i guess the working environment is just a cold as other places. Plus, it's not easy to get into it nowadays. Especially when experience and Mandarin speaking became the main factor. Sigh...
I tried applying for this dance agency few weeks back. In the hope of making more money while doing something I loved the most. No called for rehearsals since. Damn it!
Ramadan is next month. Shit. Definitely need more $$$ for this and that. I need more shoes!!!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SIYI
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10:19 p.m.
Finally, i forced myself to update this blog of mine. heh heh... Oh of you visitors would like to read up my previous entries, just click on the "Best Regards, 2004" icon. For now, i don't have much to share since everyday, I did nothing but get up for work, and go home. Hopefully plans for tis weekend turns out fine.
Cheers!
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10:59 p.m.
Men. They give empty promises. They are the ditchers.
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10:26 p.m.
